How Can I Make This Loveless Depression Cease?

You are being to hard on your self...I have 2 neices who just spent the day with me and it blows my mind how disgusting they act for their age or any age for that matter. You really need to be proud of the fact that you are different instead of depressed ( I know easier said than done) but really be proud! I remember at your age i was already having and i think your mom is right at that age most really dont enjoy it. I think that most girls are just not educated enough and feel it is necessary to please others to fit in. I wish someone would have explained it more to me. I also feel like there really needs to be some balance...not enough openess about or either to much..EVERYTHING in life can be solved with balance